on fatigue and frustration.

Neko naps with me all day. Sweet dog o'mine.

Things had been going so well.  I had a decent amount of energy and I felt like I was at least kind of getting things done.  I was working again, and feeling pretty OK.  

And then I felt this big spasm in my back and my eye got a little weird and I've been pretty much asleep since. Two days of sleeping and not sleeping and laying around.  It's pathetic.

I have a giant pile of laundry beside me that I've been trying to get the energy to fold, but instead fell asleep on it.

I'm in pain, but it's not unbearable.  I'm just really really fatigued.  I can barely think.  

I feel bad for my dog, but she seems to be really into this sleeping all the time business.  Thank god for co-sleeping.

I want everyone to know that I'm not writing this blog just to complain - it's just so much easier to put it in writing rather than say all this everytime someone asks how it's going.  It's really easy to say "Oh it's fine, s'all good", but it's hard to look at people every day and kind of be open.  At the same time I want people to know how I'm feeling so it doesn't just seem like I'm this super lazy meat blob.  

This is really just me venting and being frustrated at how quickly things change.  Grumble grumble grumble.